Why did you do it? I know times were hard At least it was quick; you felt no pain I feel this loss and I can't take must more You were my hero so all that is left
Did you think no one cared?
Did you miss the love?
Ignored all the times we had shared?
That you were in perpetual debate
Yet I was always there to help
Why did you throw it away?
Though, all you left me was Hell.
You let is all go; no cares at all
Now I have to decide where to go.
The people are crying and weeping and more
The shattered memories of yesterday dance around
Yet, I'm done; I cut the music; they're gone
Is to follow in your beautiful footsteps
Thirteen knots and around that sturdy neck
I place my noose just to see you again.
Why did you do it?
I know times were hard
At least it was quick; you felt no pain
I feel this loss and I can't take must more
You were my hero so all that is left
I knock on her window; she is never there
I leave her a note; a letter unanswered.
A physical need and a lack for desire
The broken spirit leaving room only for death
I reflect on my actions and ponder change
Wonder what the future can hold
The shattered crystal ball; dreams on the floor
The gun; it calls; I listen
Unanswered questions last on my mind
What did I do wrong? Does she care?
Is this nightmare worth living?
Hell no, end it all right here
My final thought on you my love
Pondering if the world will care
Will you miss me? Will they cry?
Once I'm gone, I'm dead.
This is final; no change need be made
No one gives a shit to the damned
I pull the trigger; the bullet; it flies
Into my heart; my love; goodbye